Memories,
Good or bad you matter not,
Harm me not you young or old,
Though you be of only past,
Future not what's not to pass,
never much what presents are,
Puzzles, bugs and frightens me.
Since I first knew of your existence,
my core so deep is shaken throught,
my soul maimed, my mind frozen
pain and aches I only feel,
long for impossibles.
Oh, memories...
Thursday, 1 September 2011
Wednesday, 4 May 2011
Wednesday, 13 April 2011
Saturday, 5 March 2011
Dear, what-friend-you-are...
#My last dedication to you hopeless one, wahahaha#
#Poem writing can actually be quite fun, was inspired by your childishness... LOL#
#Here goes nothing#
Need not I to hate,
Nor bother I to hate.
Feelings shattered to the void,
but it seem it can't be avoid.
The time has come, I guess,
to cut the ties I pressed.
Hopeless, useless bear,
I'll stand as you despair.
But still I cannot see,
that the savage one is me.(really?)
How can there be so much that you don't know...
*wisper* You.. Don't.. Know...
You think you own whatever land you land on?(A Conqueror?)
You think the only people who are people?(A Supressor?)
You're not small anymore,
not that big you are?
Secret is the future,
It shall tell itself.
As time goes by...
Saturday, 26 February 2011
Me?
Can't I be concerned about you?
Is it annoying?
Is it getting on your nerves?
Oh Come On.. I can't help but care for you...
You're the one in trouble now...
You're the one who needs help now..
I feel like hitting you, at the same time, hugging you..
It's weird alright, but, how are you doing?
It's not about me, but, you, just you....
Is it annoying?
Is it getting on your nerves?
Oh Come On.. I can't help but care for you...
You're the one in trouble now...
You're the one who needs help now..
I feel like hitting you, at the same time, hugging you..
It's weird alright, but, how are you doing?
It's not about me, but, you, just you....
Monday, 21 February 2011
When I Am Wrong
When I do something wrong, do me a favour.
If you have the guts to jeer at me or make some derogatory comment about what I did wrong, have the guts to explain to me what I did wrong, why I shouldn't do that, and what I should do.
Otherwise, there's really no point to making your remarks other than to release your frustration, which is absolutely your right, but like I said, do me a favour and teach me. Don't just say that I'm wrong and laugh at me. Make me better. I want to learn and improve. I don't mind the jeering but I mind that you don't bother to follow up with a lesson.
Some things require more experience perhaps? Give me that time to learn. Don't assume I have as much knowledge/experience/skills as you. Be a little gracious, yes?
Do something that has positive results, not negative results. Help me, don't tear me down. No one has ever succeeded by being continually put down and discouraged, but many have succeeded because they had a friend, coach or teacher who continually edified them and built them up.
If you have the guts to jeer at me or make some derogatory comment about what I did wrong, have the guts to explain to me what I did wrong, why I shouldn't do that, and what I should do.
Otherwise, there's really no point to making your remarks other than to release your frustration, which is absolutely your right, but like I said, do me a favour and teach me. Don't just say that I'm wrong and laugh at me. Make me better. I want to learn and improve. I don't mind the jeering but I mind that you don't bother to follow up with a lesson.
Some things require more experience perhaps? Give me that time to learn. Don't assume I have as much knowledge/experience/skills as you. Be a little gracious, yes?
Do something that has positive results, not negative results. Help me, don't tear me down. No one has ever succeeded by being continually put down and discouraged, but many have succeeded because they had a friend, coach or teacher who continually edified them and built them up.
Saturday, 19 February 2011
Talking about roughness
Logically, rough rubbing on rough would make TWO smooths.
Also
Logically, rough rubbing on rough could maketh ONE sharp.
Which is which?
But the correct question is -
Which are you?
Other people's rough rubbing blunt to smooth your roughs?
or
You're using other people's rough rubbing you sharp?
Also
Logically, rough rubbing on rough could maketh ONE sharp.
Which is which?
But the correct question is -
Which are you?
Other people's rough rubbing blunt to smooth your roughs?
or
You're using other people's rough rubbing you sharp?
Sunday, 6 February 2011
Chinese New Year
Chinese New Year, or more accurately, The Lunar New Year.
If you've notice, all time around, during the Lunar New year, you'd hear people wishing and greeting each other.
"GONG XI FA CHAI", "SHEN TI JIEN KANG", "WAN SHI RU YI" and the zillions of other wishes and greets.
And, I had the fortune of listening to an elder talking about it.
At least, from his own Christian point of view.
"The base of all those wishes and greetings is blessings"
Blessings, defined, at least in human logical term, means, happiness - in some sort of way, it is.
And as you and I know, all this Lunar New Year stuffs have been handed down to and through the many generations.
Lets analyze this statement.
If traditions have been handed down through the many generations and the base of these traditions are blessing. It must mean that since olden times, people have been seeking blessings(of any sorts).
It does sort of mean that these are the sort of things that have been in the human nature since, hmmm, long ago.
You may not notice, people do have different understanding of blessings but basically, the outcome of it is gratification. Some may think that having loads of cash is a good blessing, because!, it, well... does gratify that person's desire. Some, food, gratify their lust for taste and texture. And there's so many other stuffs which are gratifying.
Well..
I'll stop here... Lets see where your mind can bring this small, tiny, fraction of my opinion to...
If you've notice, all time around, during the Lunar New year, you'd hear people wishing and greeting each other.
"GONG XI FA CHAI", "SHEN TI JIEN KANG", "WAN SHI RU YI" and the zillions of other wishes and greets.
And, I had the fortune of listening to an elder talking about it.
At least, from his own Christian point of view.
"The base of all those wishes and greetings is blessings"
Blessings, defined, at least in human logical term, means, happiness - in some sort of way, it is.
And as you and I know, all this Lunar New Year stuffs have been handed down to and through the many generations.
Lets analyze this statement.
If traditions have been handed down through the many generations and the base of these traditions are blessing. It must mean that since olden times, people have been seeking blessings(of any sorts).
It does sort of mean that these are the sort of things that have been in the human nature since, hmmm, long ago.
You may not notice, people do have different understanding of blessings but basically, the outcome of it is gratification. Some may think that having loads of cash is a good blessing, because!, it, well... does gratify that person's desire. Some, food, gratify their lust for taste and texture. And there's so many other stuffs which are gratifying.
Well..
I'll stop here... Lets see where your mind can bring this small, tiny, fraction of my opinion to...
Seriously?
I don't know...
What is reason?
What is logic?
What is ethics?
What is metaphysics?
heh?
I can't just sit in front of the computer all day long staring at the screen can I?
I mean, there's life other than the PC.
Just look at other people, they can walk, talk, play, and fool.
What is wrong with you?
What in the world am I writing?
Let us ponder.
Let us wonder.
Let us question.
And question the question itself.
Why is it that some people are just who they are?
"What sort of question it that?"
"A question la~"
"So, what's the answer?"
"They are just who they are. La."
I'm seriously lame~
"Like whaaaat?"
"Like a lamer..."
What is reason?
What is logic?
What is ethics?
What is metaphysics?
heh?
I can't just sit in front of the computer all day long staring at the screen can I?
I mean, there's life other than the PC.
Just look at other people, they can walk, talk, play, and fool.
What is wrong with you?
What in the world am I writing?
Let us ponder.
Let us wonder.
Let us question.
And question the question itself.
Why is it that some people are just who they are?
"What sort of question it that?"
"A question la~"
"So, what's the answer?"
"They are just who they are. La."
I'm seriously lame~
"Like whaaaat?"
"Like a lamer..."
Sunday, 30 January 2011
Tuesday, 18 January 2011
The Thing I Hate Most In A Relationship
Relationship, includes family, friends, and the many more.
You can either choose to cherish and appreciate them or to distance yourselves from them.
You share both happy and sad moments with them.
But when the time comes, you'll get separated.
Either one of you will go off first, chasing after dreams, callings, greener pastures, or better future.
Two(or maybe more) will part their ways.
I. Hate. That.
When good stuffs comes out of that relationship and everything works, mutually.
You part.
I. Hate. That.
When he knows you and you know him, nothing could have stood in between.
You part.
I. Hate. That.
When he stood by you, and you stood by him, through almost every thick and thin.
You part.
I. Hate. That.
But, you can only hate the ending part if the starting and the middle part was good...
But after all, Life's life..
You can either choose to cherish and appreciate them or to distance yourselves from them.
You share both happy and sad moments with them.
But when the time comes, you'll get separated.
Either one of you will go off first, chasing after dreams, callings, greener pastures, or better future.
Two(or maybe more) will part their ways.
I. Hate. That.
When good stuffs comes out of that relationship and everything works, mutually.
You part.
I. Hate. That.
When he knows you and you know him, nothing could have stood in between.
You part.
I. Hate. That.
When he stood by you, and you stood by him, through almost every thick and thin.
You part.
I. Hate. That.
But, you can only hate the ending part if the starting and the middle part was good...
But after all, Life's life..
Thursday, 13 January 2011
Start of a new Semester
It's not that I wanna complain or what but seriously but NUC, please buck up, you may be a separate part but of a body.
2 weeks in a row, not only am I being left without a clue about this semester's time-table, you've been canceling the only class I have?
2 weeks in a row, not only am I being left without a clue about this semester's time-table, you've been canceling the only class I have?
I mean, seriously, gimme a break
I have this friend, whom, I think I should not call a friend at all, or maybe this person is just those who'd get on your nerves.
I mean, how much of favours do you dare ask of your friend, I mean, even if he/she were to grow up with you, or has been through thick and thin, maybe has some super close relationship, where do you draw that line.
Seriously, how thick-faced can one be?
I've been seriously accommodating, how much more do you want me to show kindness?
Does it have to be that till I myself have to tell you that you've gone too far? I mean C'Mon! how old are you now? You're even older than me.
You wanna sulk when I tell you that? Acting cute? I mean, could you please stop disgusting me with your all showy shit?
I'm quite alright at the moment, you can go sulk all you want, miserable pig.
I mean, I've been trying not to have to 'shame' you, but you're going much too far.
So, Yeah! That's that.
Erm, to those concerned, I'm quite well actually, if you do wanna comment, what do you suggest about these sort of boundaries...
I mean, how much of favours do you dare ask of your friend, I mean, even if he/she were to grow up with you, or has been through thick and thin, maybe has some super close relationship, where do you draw that line.
Seriously, how thick-faced can one be?
I've been seriously accommodating, how much more do you want me to show kindness?
Does it have to be that till I myself have to tell you that you've gone too far? I mean C'Mon! how old are you now? You're even older than me.
You wanna sulk when I tell you that? Acting cute? I mean, could you please stop disgusting me with your all showy shit?
I'm quite alright at the moment, you can go sulk all you want, miserable pig.
I mean, I've been trying not to have to 'shame' you, but you're going much too far.
So, Yeah! That's that.
Erm, to those concerned, I'm quite well actually, if you do wanna comment, what do you suggest about these sort of boundaries...
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