Sometimes

Sometimes, stuffs just get so personal that posting it on facebook seem like murder to the conscience.
Thank God for inspiring such inventions.
I shall not dwell on the subject matter but what's the underlying situation.

Sometimes, you don't realise how important those people around you are.
You may forget their existence,
You may take them for granted.
But, really, could you have hoped and prayed for better people?
I don't realise, most of the time, how these people are to me.
I forget their being,
I take lots of them for granted.
I sometimes also hoped and prayed for better people around me.
My mistake, my flaw, my nonsensical idea of the ideal surroundings.

When I look back, mistakes shock my being.
When I look back at all the hurt I've inflicted on those people, I cringe, I shudder.
I am sorry.
And I can't also justify that by saying that 'I'm only human'
But truly and deeply from my heart, I'd really wanna sincerely say those all that I'm really sorry.
Those thoughts also have me appreciating you guys a lot more.
It does have me feeling unworthy of you guys.
Not just one or two... but the majority of you.
Not many read my blog, giving me some courage of sharing this out with the unknown, and big world.
well... I'm signing off..

Some New posts?(FINALLY)

Well... I know.. blah~ blah~ blah~
lets get straight to the point.
My ideas don't come as well composed as many other people.
They just don't flow as smoothly as how I want it to be into my head.
So that in turn, is mainly, not, but mostly, the reason why I hardly blog.

But, that's beside why I'm all hyped up with this post.
Since, I suggested to my friend to update his blog, I should too.

So, I'd like you guys to meet  read about him.
Kannen, I think he does write quite some decent posts.
Mostly his personal experiences and thoughts.
So here ya go!
morningnasilemakstories.blogspot.com
I hoped he updates his blog.. haha
*Fingers Crossed*

Currently waiting for Jia Von to update her many different blogs.. YAY!
Still a fan of hers!!!! wahahahaha!
Psycho me..

I thought this is kinda nice~