Today~

Today... though not publishing the story today...
is quite a nice day...
the sun behind the clouds,
pitter-pattering rain soft rain drops failling on the roof
the day grey.
and cool.
something like midday, that is, in hmmm.. cameroon highlands? i think
well.. that's that...

something about the story now...
It is actually something like a story with no end... but I think it's somewhwat interesting...
The first chapter was completed few days ago... but typing it out would be a problem.. it's super long...
and.. some or maybe most will think it's quite a stoic essay... haha... really abit dry... and err... stagnant...
that's that... I'm typing it soon.. still don't know when it's coming out here... exams so close... well.. God willing.. i could get at least the first chapter out.... eh?

so.. hmm... nothing else?
CIAO!

HIHI!

Sorry.. I've been away for sometime now...

Busy with something... I'll post it on the blog bits by bits...

Catch it on my next post!

What really matter

What lies behind us and

what lies before us

are tiny matters

compared to what lies within us.

 - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Sad Sad Situation...

What's the point of complaining... when you know your in the wrong?

What's the point of shouting... when people can already hear what your wispering?

What's the point of being afriad of death... when you know you're gonna die one day?

What's the point of being sad.. when time is limited?

What's the point eh?

Great!

Oh NO! A WEEK JUST FLEW!

Trials is right after the term break... great!?! study week i guess...

right!

I havent got much time now to blog... 

SO MUCH TO STUDY!

SO!

Don't keep your hopes to high on being able to see any new post from me... ^^!

STPM is priority... U can't agree more right!?

Alot happened this week... though it flew...

Uncle Larry's still not well... thought the swelling in the brain subsided... What will happen to his family? Only the Lord knows... yes... Amen... prayers and hopes... to you and your family... Aaronny's sort of messaging updatesto us.. haha...

Saturday's talk got canceled. for the better good that's it.. i heard they're gonna visit him... 

well..

I'm really disoriented right now... everything's in a jumble... my mind, my thoughts, my heart? LOL(how so?) everything! that includes life...

haiz.... what I'll do is leave everything in Thy hand...

My Tribute

My Tribute

Verse 1

How can I say thanks
For the things You have done for me,
Things so undeserved,
Yet You gave to prove Your love for me.
The voices of a million angels
Could not express my gratitude.
All that I am and ever hope to be,
I owe it all to Thee.

Chorus
To God be the glory,
To God be the glory,
To God be the glory,
For the things He has done.
With His blood He has saved me,
With His power He has raised me,
To God be the glory,
For the things He has done. 
 

Verse 2
Just let me live my life,
Let it be pleasing, Lord, to Thee,
And if I gain any praise,
Let it go to Calvary.
With His blood He has saved me,
With His power He has raised me,
To God be the glory,
For the things He has done. 

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

© 1971 Bud John Songs, Inc.
Words and Music by Andrae Crouch

*** look it up in YouTube!

here's a few links...

Marilyn McCoo - My Tribute

Andrae Crouch - My Tribute

ENJOY!

I

I am only one, but I am one.

I cannot do everything,

but I can do something.

And I will not let what I cannot do

interfere with what I can do.

- Edward Everett Hale

A Week

No pc for a week... 

that was bad...

well... here I am... back! and kicking...

hmm...

as exams creep up... confidence goes down...

my trials!!! oh no.. 1st of september...

really dead.... my econs.. i cant seemed to get any of the questions right...

it's really depressing...

well.. 

what will be will be..

PS : Try adding cinnamon powder to ur cup of tea... it spices up it nicely... Love it..!

I'm Just Being Me...

Lately, alot's been on my mind...

well.. 

truthfully, I'm not the very direct kind of person... I can't get straight to the point...

somehow... I think it's a habit.. particular difficult to change...

I do things with reason... no matter what the reason is.. hardly anyone will know? 

who knows? maybe I will tell you someday...

right now.. what I'm doing is actually trying to shun any intimate relationship... though.. indirectly... some people infers it wrongly... I can't help it.. it's just me... My being who I am... or It's my subconscience doings...

literally, I'm not bothered... I never was bothered... It's just how my close friends think which worries me... I'm not giving them much information on how I'm being me... they'd probably missunderstood... 

Hopefully, someday... yeah... someday... they will understand...

I Vow...

I'm gonna get my ass out of this country, well, to go on a trip.. any kind!

after STPM... that's it... 

*sigh*

I don't care.. any how.. backpack, package... whatever... 

BUT!

where do i get the funds??? T.T... *sobs*

maybe somewhere closer... and cheaper... will do it..

Mr.EuGene Berefted of Sleep.

again... yeah...

Deprived of nights sleep... 

It's really cracking me up!

I wonder how long can I take it...

I tried pills for flu, since I have flu... they work okay... harhar... knew they were sedative...

Well I'm guessing it's stress... STPM closing in.. I'm not even prepared for MUET! 

THAT'S IT! gotta go!

another time...

Stress...

Oh no... stress is really eating me up, literally.

the only thing my body does against it is sleep..

yeah.. sleep..

I've been sleeping like mad... taking up most of time.. 

HOW IN THE WORLD AM I GONNA STUDY?

STPM is so close....

Oh GOD! HELP ME!