i think it's nice...

i think it's nice.. this new template...

but.. hmm.. needs a bit font changing..

feel watery... so water it is...

have fun !

what's correct or feelings?

what should come first?

what is correct.?

or.

what you feel should be done first.

Many a times, people will just go "i think i should do this first!" "I should do that first!"

I'm abit intrigued by what's in their mind.

it's like.. when they say "Go to HELL!" what's in their mind. Do they know what their talking?

or is it just their "habit"?

some people just like to speak their mind. Yes. they can think fast. Yes they can talk well. But do they care of the consequences their words bring? 

I think they're just selfish. They want everything their way. They want everyone else to listen to them. though, i dont mind listening. it gives me an insight of your mind. They just want to get everything off themselves. 

Selfish right?

So... what's correct or feelings first?

Do you think thoroughly before saying out loud? or just go with the feeling that is - speaking your mind.

now.. did i go through thoroughly before posting this.. 

Hm....

Things U can NEVER undo....

feels like that..

So.. now with my STPM results.. into another realm i would have to go..

I like Law.. 

I also like Nursing..

Both lets me help ppl.. only in different ways..

Law is good.. but is superbly difficult.. coz i'm not studios type who can sit still can study straight for 10hours to get an A in exam..

Nursing is a bit more relaxing both in studying and subjects. More science in it..

These 2 kinds are quite different... yeah.. bit contradicting...

well.. most probably i'll go for nursing, degree!!!, yay!, than Law...

but still the inside of me is kinda exploding... i was wondering if it could cause this?

Exploding insides of Mr.EuGeNe

haha...

but the outside is like this...

Maybe it's just a prelude before a terrible storm.. or in my case.. rain of fire!!!

well.. do pray for me? I'd like to know that my life is at least of good use before I die well?

Feeling

Feelings. Oh! Feelings!

You robbed me of myself.

You robbed my thoughts, my limbs.

~*~*~

How could you be so cruel?

With you there's hurt.

With you there's pain.

With you there's tears.

With you there's NO PEACE!

I feel sad, hurt, lost and broken.

I feel down, emo, tired and sick.

I feel pain, hot, cold and agony.

It's all because of you.

~*~*~*~

But you gave me joy.

You gave me happiness.

With you I can feel.

I feel the joy.

I feel the fun.

I feel the beat!

I feel... Oh. So much I can feel.

And there's more to come.

I feel nice.

I feel cool.

I feel . . . . . . 

~*~*~*~

All because of you . . . . . .

~*~*~*~

I hate you yet I love you.

I don't want you yet I want you.

I'm just human. 

You're born.

With me.

In me.

Physically and Emotionally.

Sometimes you cheat and lie.

Sometimes you cheer and celebrate.

But I know.. I need you in this world... 

But, secondary to God.

Coz when it's my time . . . . . .

You'll leave me . . . . . .

Forever - 4ever.

I'd really like to leave you.

Or rather u leave me. 

Coz you'll never, ever last long.

The feelings you give me, 

will never last.

I feel blessed to have you,

as a human. 

But it's really goodbye when it's time.

Goodbye~

When it's time of coz . . . . . .