Life ~ Death ~ Dream

Memories

2011-09-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

Memories,
Good or bad you matter not,
Harm me not you young or old,
Though you be of only past,
Future not what's not to pass,
never much what presents are,
Puzzles, bugs and frightens me.
Since I first knew of your existence,
my core so deep is shaken throught,
my soul maimed, my mind frozen
pain and aches I only feel,
long for impossibles.
Oh, memories...

Matter of Fact

2011-05-04T18:52:00.001+08:00

WORRYING does not take away tomorrow's TROUBLES; it takes away today's PEACE.

2011-04-13T23:43:00.002+08:00

"It's okay that people are happily confused...."

Now.. That's amusing..

Dear, what-friend-you-are...

2011-03-05T21:09:00.000+08:00

#My last dedication to you hopeless one, wahahaha#

#Poem writing can actually be quite fun, was inspired by your childishness... LOL#

#Here goes nothing#

Need not I to hate,

Nor bother I to hate.

Feelings shattered to the void,

but it seem it can't be avoid.

The time has come, I guess,

to cut the ties I pressed.

Hopeless, useless bear,

I'll stand as you despair.

But still I cannot see,

that the savage one is me.(really?)

How can there be so much that you don't know...

*wisper* You.. Don't.. Know...

You think you own whatever land you land on?(A Conqueror?)

You think the only people who are people?(A Supressor?)

You're not small anymore,

not that big you are?

Secret is the future,

It shall tell itself.

As time goes by...

Me?

2011-02-26T01:11:00.000+08:00

Can't I be concerned about you?

Is it annoying?
Is it getting on your nerves?

Oh Come On.. I can't help but care for you...
You're the one in trouble now...
You're the one who needs help now..
I feel like hitting you, at the same time, hugging you..
It's weird alright, but, how are you doing?
It's not about me, but, you, just you....

When I Am Wrong

2011-02-21T20:41:00.000+08:00

When I do something wrong, do me a favour.

If you have the guts to jeer at me or make some derogatory comment about what I did wrong, have the guts to explain to me what I did wrong, why I shouldn't do that, and what I should do.

Otherwise, there's really no point to making your remarks other than to release your frustration, which is absolutely your right, but like I said, do me a favour and teach me. Don't just say that I'm wrong and laugh at me. Make me better. I want to learn and improve. I don't mind the jeering but I mind that you don't bother to follow up with a lesson.

Some things require more experience perhaps? Give me that time to learn. Don't assume I have as much knowledge/experience/skills as you. Be a little gracious, yes?

Do something that has positive results, not negative results. Help me, don't tear me down. No one has ever succeeded by being continually put down and discouraged, but many have succeeded because they had a friend, coach or teacher who continually edified them and built them up.

Talking about roughness

2011-02-19T17:55:00.001+08:00

Logically, rough rubbing on rough would make TWO smooths.
Also
Logically, rough rubbing on rough could maketh ONE sharp.

Which is which?
But the correct question is -
Which are you?

Other people's rough rubbing blunt to smooth your roughs?
or
You're using other people's rough rubbing you sharp?

Chinese New Year

2011-02-06T23:30:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year, or more accurately, The Lunar New Year.

If you've notice, all time around, during the Lunar New year, you'd hear people wishing and greeting each other.
"GONG XI FA CHAI", "SHEN TI JIEN KANG", "WAN SHI RU YI" and the zillions of other wishes and greets.
And, I had the fortune of listening to an elder talking about it.
At least, from his own Christian point of view.
"The base of all those wishes and greetings is blessings"
Blessings, defined, at least in human logical term, means, happiness - in some sort of way, it is.
And as you and I know, all this Lunar New Year stuffs have been handed down to and through the many generations.
Lets analyze this statement.
If traditions have been handed down through the many generations and the base of these traditions are blessing. It must mean that since olden times, people have been seeking blessings(of any sorts).
It does sort of mean that these are the sort of things that have been in the human nature since, hmmm, long ago.
You may not notice, people do have different understanding of blessings but basically, the outcome of it is gratification. Some may think that having loads of cash is a good blessing, because!, it, well... does gratify that person's desire. Some, food, gratify their lust for taste and texture. And there's so many other stuffs which are gratifying.
Well..
I'll stop here... Lets see where your mind can bring this small, tiny, fraction of my opinion to...

Seriously?

2011-02-06T23:11:00.000+08:00

I don't know...
What is reason?
What is logic?
What is ethics?
What is metaphysics?
heh?

I can't just sit in front of the computer all day long staring at the screen can I?
I mean, there's life other than the PC.
Just look at other people, they can walk, talk, play, and fool.
What is wrong with you?

What in the world am I writing?

Let us ponder.
Let us wonder.
Let us question.
And question the question itself.
Why is it that some people are just who they are?
"What sort of question it that?"
"A question la~"
"So, what's the answer?"
"They are just who they are. La."

I'm seriously lame~
"Like whaaaat?"
"Like a lamer..."

2011-02-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

Dear Dumbnut,
  I miss you..
  Hope that you're doing fine there...
  Am missing you...
  Can't wait for you to come back...

With love,
Yours' Truly.

PS : Seriously missing you.. @.@
~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~

Me

2011-01-30T23:05:00.001+08:00

Missing all those who's away.. T.T

The Thing I Hate Most In A Relationship

2011-01-18T09:32:00.001+08:00

Relationship, includes family, friends, and the many more.
You can either choose to cherish and appreciate them or to distance yourselves from them.
You share both happy and sad moments with them.
But when the time comes, you'll get separated.
Either one of you will go off first, chasing after dreams, callings, greener pastures, or better future.
Two(or maybe more) will part their ways.
I. Hate. That.
When good stuffs comes out of that relationship and everything works, mutually.
You part.
I. Hate. That.
When he knows you and you know him, nothing could have stood in between.
You part.
I. Hate. That.
When he stood by you, and you stood by him, through almost every thick and thin.
You part.
I. Hate. That.
But, you can only hate the ending part if the starting and the middle part was good...
But after all, Life's life..

Start of a new Semester

2011-01-13T00:59:00.000+08:00

It's not that I wanna complain or what but seriously but NUC, please buck up, you may be a separate part but of a body.
2 weeks in a row, not only am I being left without a clue about this semester's time-table, you've been canceling the only class I have?

I mean, seriously, gimme a break

2011-01-13T00:41:00.000+08:00

I have this friend, whom, I think I should not call a friend at all, or maybe this person is just those who'd get on your nerves.
I mean, how much of favours do you dare ask of your friend, I mean, even if he/she were to grow up with you, or has been through thick and thin, maybe has some super close relationship, where do you draw that line.
Seriously, how thick-faced can one be?
I've been seriously accommodating, how much more do you want me to show kindness?
Does it have to be that till I myself have to tell you that you've gone too far? I mean C'Mon! how old are you now? You're even older than me.
You wanna sulk when I tell you that? Acting cute? I mean, could you please stop disgusting me with your all showy shit?
I'm quite alright at the moment, you can go sulk all you want, miserable pig.
I mean, I've been trying not to have to 'shame' you, but you're going much too far.
So, Yeah! That's that.
Erm, to those concerned, I'm quite well actually, if you do wanna comment, what do you suggest about these sort of boundaries...

Sometimes

2010-12-28T17:52:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, stuffs just get so personal that posting it on facebook seem like murder to the conscience.
Thank God for inspiring such inventions.
I shall not dwell on the subject matter but what's the underlying situation.

Sometimes, you don't realise how important those people around you are.
You may forget their existence,
You may take them for granted.
But, really, could you have hoped and prayed for better people?
I don't realise, most of the time, how these people are to me.
I forget their being,
I take lots of them for granted.
I sometimes also hoped and prayed for better people around me.
My mistake, my flaw, my nonsensical idea of the ideal surroundings.

When I look back, mistakes shock my being.
When I look back at all the hurt I've inflicted on those people, I cringe, I shudder.
I am sorry.
And I can't also justify that by saying that 'I'm only human'
But truly and deeply from my heart, I'd really wanna sincerely say those all that I'm really sorry.
Those thoughts also have me appreciating you guys a lot more.
It does have me feeling unworthy of you guys.
Not just one or two... but the majority of you.
Not many read my blog, giving me some courage of sharing this out with the unknown, and big world.
well... I'm signing off..

Some New posts?(FINALLY)

2010-12-17T01:05:00.000+08:00

Well... I know.. blah~ blah~ blah~
lets get straight to the point.
My ideas don't come as well composed as many other people.
They just don't flow as smoothly as how I want it to be into my head.
So that in turn, is mainly, not, but mostly, the reason why I hardly blog.

But, that's beside why I'm all hyped up with this post.
Since, I suggested to my friend to update his blog, I should too.

So, I'd like you guys to ~~meet~~ read about him.
Kannen, I think he does write quite some decent posts.
Mostly his personal experiences and thoughts.
So here ya go!
morningnasilemakstories.blogspot.com
I hoped he updates his blog.. haha
*Fingers Crossed*

Currently waiting for Jia Von to update her many different blogs.. YAY!
Still a fan of hers!!!! wahahahaha!
Psycho me..

I thought this is kinda nice~

2010-12-03T23:52:00.000+08:00

I wish~

2010-11-27T23:17:00.000+08:00

I wish I wish.. yeah.. I really wish..
mm~~~

Star Light Star bright,
The first star I see tonight,
I wish I may, I wish I might,
Have the wish I wish tonight.

~Good night~

Just wondering..

2010-11-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

When are you gonna come back?
When will our trip TOGETHER to anywhere we planned happen?
When?

Just Wondering..
I'm supposed to be studying for my test..
But here I am.. just wondering...

CONCENTRATE!!!

Day~

2010-11-19T17:21:00.000+08:00

Another day in college...
My lecturer was sharing...
"Facebook once a day, keeps loneliness at bay"(modified bit to somehow make it rhyme... )
how true is it? I can't really say...

So...
"Facebook once a day, keeps loneliness at bay"

Another day

2010-11-16T00:32:00.000+08:00

Another day has passed.
I realised I couldn't even remember a moment I am without sin.
I don't think it's me who realised that but my creator who caused it.
Then, if I were to think logically, I can't really live without Him.
Mercy on my iniquity, my rags and my soul.

Check this OUT!

2010-11-06T00:13:00.000+08:00

Joyofbaking
Introduced to me by a very good friend of mine who share some same passion in the art of baking.
All recipes are tested and tried by many of it's loyal followers.
And here i thought it would be great to let my friends know of it too.
Even accidental stumblers of my blog would get to know about it!
YEAH!!
So.. here ya go!
*click on HERE to go*

I'm Complaining!!!

2010-10-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

Assignments due so close, reports, reaction to write..

I just don't have the energy...

I'm taking bottles and bottles of Gatorade...

When will this pass???

When will this end??

I'm walking on the road of broken dreams and hopes... not?

not....

My Wonder

2010-10-12T14:13:00.000+08:00

Just sat for another test, didn't study for it.

Being sick is really... sickening...

the energy is drains from ya, the forever fatigue-ness. argh!

Will I ever get over with this exam-thing sickness?

It feels like being so darn uncomfortable over and over again, no peace of mind and body.

the constant irritation, bugging feeling.

Will I ever gonna finish my studies??

It does feel unreal, this whole thing, this whole phrase, whole period of studying.

How will the working life be?

Though i've experience just a bit of it, it still seem unreal.

I shall take my leave now.. still in the state of energy drained

Love,

Had Fun

2010-10-04T16:27:00.000+08:00

Though it was just a stupid field trip.. it was something to draw my attention..
was able to get some shots...
posting some group photos here...

the megapixel's probably too high.. the photos all cramped up..

Shared through mail~

2010-10-03T17:13:00.000+08:00

A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose, still heavily sedated from a difficult four hour surgical procedure.

A young student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath.

‘Nurse,' he mumbles, from behind the mask 'Are my testicles black?'

Embarrassed, the young nurse replies 'I don't know, Sir. I'm only here to wash your upper body.'

He struggles to ask again, 'Nurse, are my testicles black?'

Concerned that he may elevate his vitals from worry about his testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and sheepishly pulls back the covers. She raises his gown, holds his penis in one hand and his testicles in the other, lifting and moving them around and around gently. Then, she takes a close look and says,

'No sir, they aren't and I assure you, there's nothing wrong with them, Sir !!' The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and says very slowly, 'Thank you very much. That was wonderful, but listen very, very closely.....

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‘Are - my - test - results -back?

weird huh?

Recieved by mail.. i wonder... how they do that...

2010-10-02T16:05:00.000+08:00

Here is something to tickle your brains. I think simple algebra should do.

The Wonder of Maths

How do these people know how to work this out?

1. Key-in the first 3 digit of your handphone number (not the 01x number) into the calculator
2. Multiply by 80
3. Add 1
4. Multiply by 250
5. Plus last four digit of phone number
6. Plus last four digit of phone number again
7. Minus 250
8. Divide by 2

Is it your handphone number???

The Song of Storm and Fire.

2010-09-25T20:32:00.000+08:00

It's a catchy song..

Even on piano.

Though it's quite old.

What's wrong with that??

The Song of Storm and Fire...

Long time?

2010-09-18T11:28:00.000+08:00

Other people may say your blog's nice.
Other people may just condemn your blog.
Others will say this, say that.
But in the end, it's still your blog.
No matter whether you're a businessman trying to make use of it doing sale.
No matter whether you just want an audience or readers, for I still refuse to call them fans.
Be it loyal or not, they read your blog.
Or maybe people just chance upon your blog from Mr.G.
But your blog will always be yours.
It's what you do with it.
No one can tell you what to put on it, what not to put on it.
So, who cares if you quote all the millions of famous people?
Who cares if yours lack originality?
They can say they HATE your blog?
But what can they do?
Sue you just because it's not up to their standard?
Unless you slander and blunder, they got exactly NOTHING against you...
So... Be yourself to your blog... haha..
No offense!~ just a thought...

Days to come

2010-08-30T18:13:00.000+08:00

Thunderstorm tomorrow?

to wipe out all man-kind?

Meteor rain?

to blast off every single one?

Rain fall non-stop?

Drown the population?

Disease and illness?

Dieing a painful death?

The sky falling?

Crushing us to death?

All I can do?

Coz I'll be helpless?

You can hide, but you can't run...

It'll definitely come...

Judgement...

Short

2010-08-18T10:58:00.000+08:00

It was just a typical monsoon season day. Dark clouds, bellowing winds, thunder and lightning flashed ever so casually. Raindrop thundering down like hailstorm. Tress were waving from one side to the other, like a rocking chair rocking forward and back, forward and back.

It was also just another day in university. Mr. Eugene and his friends were just dismissed from psychology class, while walking to the cafeteria to wait for the rain to stop, chatting about ghastly incidents happening in the campus's hostel.

At the canteen, Mr. Eugene stared out in the rain, the rain falling wave-like, lightning flashed, thunder roared, but all was calm. It was one of those days when nature lets out and all other creatures quieten down.

After a while, the rain came slowly to a drizzle, Mr.Eugene's friends from another course came. They then discussed whether to go on with their plan to swim.

Aron :"Still on or not one?"

Mr.Eugene :"yeah... why not?"

Roland :"like that i wan go back hostel change and take some stuffs leh..."

Mr.Eugene :"okay... go bah"

Mavis & Bee, :"Not dangerous meh? go swim in the rain like that?"

Mr.Eugene :"Not when there's lightning and thunder, but it's only a drizzle now.. think it won't be a problem.."

Wesler & Mee :"whatever.. we anything also can."

So, Aron took the college bus to his apartment somewhere near the pool. The rest went in Mr.Eugene's car to the pool. The guard there kindly declined our wish to go swimming giving all sort of lame excuse. So, in the end, we went to Aron's place, had some mamak food. then continued with Cyber Cafe-ing. Hanged out there till it was quite late then we left for college again. Planned to use the hostel's hot water bath before calling a night. Mee was sent to the KTM station, the girl went back to their rooms. The one lefts? Mr.Eugene, Wesler and Roland. Bathed, hanged out for a while in Roland's room then had a chat with Sze You they met in the cafeteria, sent Wesler back to his place and Mr.Eugene left Nilai at about 11+ in the night.

The journey back was an eerie one, ill-lit roads, occasionally passing cars. Very quite. Speeding at about 140 km/H... it took about 40 minutes before Mr.Eugene finally reached home. Hitting the bed and falling into the abyss of dream....

Choice

2010-08-14T08:44:00.000+08:00

I'm not regretting the choice I made to become a nurse.
I could regard my interest in cooking as just a hobby.
In a way, it's kinda balance.
Doing the things I like.
On one side, helping other people, providing health care.
The other side, spending time in the kitchen.
It's sort of nice that way, plus going to church, BS e.t.c.
Being occupied in a quite relaxed way.

From disgusting giant poops
made by clients~

what we see under the microscope

Real life situation,

Bloodied scenes

To~~~

Heart warming dishes

Comfort

Fun creations...

Loveliness

Indulgence.. wah seh!

Difference? haha...

Thanks & No Thanks

2010-08-11T10:27:00.000+08:00

Thanks!

No thanks!!

People come, they just have a glance at my blog.
They comment, actually not really commenting,
They request, yeah.. request...
That I go to their blog to give comment?
Can I not?
Why should I?
I dunno about you guys, but, I think it's stupid to go around people's blog to promote yours...
It's not only some shameless selfish action of trying to gain readers.
I wouldn't really mind if u comment on my post, or just wanna say my blog's ugly.
I'm gonna continue deleting ya!!!

People & I

2010-08-10T09:04:00.000+08:00

I kinda have a feeling that people are getting pretty much bored with me...

Or maybe I am quite a bother to them now...

Yeah!.. that's it...

Sudden

2010-08-08T18:53:00.000+08:00

It suddenly hit me that, everyone is old.
Old as in, no more studying in secondary school.. O.O
Wow.. that's fast.. and lame, and slow, and dumb of me...
It was just a while ago when we were sitting in Sweet Been enjoying our last few hours? together with Jia Von.
Emily, Huei Wenn, Lin Shan, Joseph, Wen Yao.. and who else? was there.. I can't even remember the date.. but it was just like a while ago.
Then it felt like it was a while ago when we went to KLIA right after Ice Skating to see Matthew off to New Zealand.
Also, i remember quite well the day Jess left for the U.S... I couldn't make it...
Then.. Michelle is leaving this Tuesday, Sean, on friday.. wow...
I also know that Lee Jo, going to.. but dunno when..
Then Kok Hoong's furthering his studies in Kuching, Sarawak.
Ganesh, as carefree as ever, in Sunway.. wow.. Yao Chin Lou ah!
Some of my friends whom I've met recently after so many years going away again.
There's Aarony, U.S...
Heard some are doing superb.
But most are excelling.. that's good..
But, some stop studying and started working.. names unknown...
Look at home time flies...
From the time we looked so nerdy telling each other off for simple matter like "your earrings don't match", "teacher she take my this, my that", "Pn.XXX not in school today!!!", to the "yo, dude", "long time no see", "what are you doing now?","how come no FB?" "MUST keep in touch you know!", "keep me posted on FB leh", "See ya soon!"
Missed how we used to share our food in class..
Missed the times we skipped school together...
Missed the times we hang out after school..
Missed those birthday party with self-inviting people.. ahaha
and all the others.. so many stuffs I missed..
Still remember the day we had a shout-at-each-other fit.
Still remember the day I try to drown the kitten.. haha...
Still remember the ....
Still remember the day i found out i got NS... CURSED the hell out of them..
Still remember the first day i was there.. saw ya.. met ya! no regrets meeting friend like that...
it's possible that I do a recap on my whole life here.. but these are just some of it.. tiny fragment of my whole memory...
Love ya guys!(I still find it hard to utter these words out in the real world...)

Some Nonsense

2010-08-05T19:40:00.000+08:00

I think I'll be making this blog private soon.
Those who wanna continue viewing please do send me a mail with your e-mail.
Can't have those idiot coming on my chat box spamming nonsense...

Scary...

2010-08-04T21:05:00.001+08:00

That was scary..

I wonder if I did it?

Was I the cause??

Do tell....

More Photos..

2010-08-03T09:35:00.000+08:00

I hardly ever do this.. So enjoy them!

Quite a light feast..

it was so windy that the kite could fly quite low..

backsides.. haha

satey celup-ing

Melaka~

2010-08-02T17:29:00.000+08:00

Hmm... The trip to Melaka was quite a fun one.

Went to Pulau Besar, people used to say the island was use as some area where lots of black magic were practiced.

But, it didn't bother us.. haha...

Our intention to go there was to chill.. play in the sea, do some fishing - but instead got a painful sunburn.

Them coconut milk shake special.. haha

Tried the Coconut Milk Shake.. coolest drink ever... The coolness of the coconut soothing away all the heat...

After that.. we hanged out at some reclaimed land and flew some kites.. really awesome.. it's really been a while since i last flew one..

See me?? i'm quite small.. haha

Went for satey celup.. was quite an interesting meal...

then.. Jonker street walk...

then... durians?

then..sleep.. that was saturday..

Sunday, went to church.. Melaka church is quite cool... With very very few seats...

Had lunch there.. then went back to the apartment to rest...

Had a dip and some leftovers... then left at somewhat 4+ pm.. got stuck in a small jam.. then reached home.. haha...

sounds boring? nah.... It was quite a chillin trip to accompany Chze Hsing... haha

Shuai Ge

The Kites ~ awesome

A Kite with a Super Long Tail

Nice Sunset..

I wonder...

2010-07-29T20:22:00.001+08:00

I wonder who's reading my blog from singapore??

I miss....

2010-07-28T15:30:00.000+08:00

My heart's so heavy...

My body won't move...

My mind can't forget...

Even though it's just a day...

How could this happen?

Why of all the time now?

The feelings are really suffocating...

Yet I'm still alive.

How I wish the earth would swallow me...

How I wish the sky would fall...

How I wish I could cease to exist...

Just to keep from this ache...

Made a Cake

2010-07-26T17:47:00.000+08:00

Though it wasn't my intention to buy the wrong cream.. what's done is done..

Cake... quite yummy..

Girls

2010-07-22T16:59:00.000+08:00

The bad-side to being the only male in the class... argh!
1. cannot be too friendly with girls, cause they'll think you're into them??
2. it's feels kinda like a lone-island...
3. makes me wish i could join the diploma gang.
4. no sense of belonging? though .....
5. there's no guy to take my side...
6. getting the most attention in class... ( though there's quite an equal good-side to it too)
7. i still don't understand how girls can talk so much..
8. and... well.. there's alot more.. but the rest are too personal.. haha...

don't bother..
this is just some nonsensical rant..?? what's that word over there<

BOOKS!

2010-07-21T18:50:00.001+08:00

NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE I BOUGHT SO MUCH BOOKS' WORTH...

29 Anatomy and Physiology by Tortora,
12 Medical, Surgical Nursing.
4 Fundamental nursing.

RM90, RM150, RM128...
altogether??? RM5k+... madness....

but still.. the books are way cheaper compared to the ones in school..
the 1st one.. school is selling it at RM126.35.. madness right?? look at the difference..
second one...? not available in school...
the 3rd one.. not using.. so dunno..

The thickness of the 1st one like almost similar to the length of my phone when it's closed... meaning.. the left one...
the thickness of the 2nd one is similar to my phones' top down to the bottom of the screen...
It's that thick.. ahh....

haha.. but it was fun... haha..

where can u find medical books with reasonable price??
here ~

Kamal Medical Book Supplies sdn bhd

134, Jalan Pahang, Next to Hotel Grand Season. Opp GH-HKL main Entrance Ground Floor, Kuala Lumpur 53000, Kuala Lumpur

p: +6(03)-40210575 f: +6(03)-40214612

I'm not very sure what's their opening hours, it seem that everytime i go it's open for business... haha

Lately

2010-07-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

Lately,
I've been feeling lousy...
I feel lost...?
I feel nice...
I feel interesting...
then I feel tired...
I feel queer...
But overall... I feel that I'm finally doing something worthwhile...

I kinda like uni... well.. at least NUC... it's not too bad...
It's not like I can compared it with any other uni coz i've not been to any... and this is the first...
It did quite well in giving me quite a good first impression.

I miss those who've I've been studying in the past...
Those i've talked too...
Those i've been thinking bout...

I think it's important to not forget them...
but.. How can I get-about with them in the present and keep those in the past in mind at the same time?
I don't wanna loose anyone,

I think in life... that's the only thing I fear most...

What's burning compared to that?
What's a bruise compared to that?
What's death compared to that?
The sense of loss...

But then.. there certainly are some I'm willing to let go without second thought...

emo-ing mr.eugene....
well.. at least i manage to finish my so called assignment... haha.. self-made format is nice...
*** i didn't know there were so many unexpected readers.
Thanks!!!

Life As a Uni Student

2010-07-10T12:21:00.001+08:00

Really... I never knew it would be this hard to describe.
Just had the Junior's night, a night for the closing ceremony of the week-old orientation..
It was good that the Orientation here OH! I'm studying in Nilai University College.
continue~ didn't last for a month like some places...
Good thing also that the Student Affair department is very strict towards ragging - i hate ragging... it makes my blood boils to know that this sort of practice is encourage at places...
But... There's always a 'but'
1 whole week? orientation? ain't it a waste of time??? I mean there's so much to study, with so little time.. on top of that.. driving to college ain't no easy for me...

but.. (another one)
i did enjoy myself..
some picture to light up this gloomy turn sunshine blog..?

Dark ~ that's Rachel (I can't remember her real Korean name)

That's Baek Hye Ji, my degree senior

The Guys; Me, Sze You, Wesler, Roland, and that 1 I can't remember

How did this get here? Sze You & Yi Wen

Yi wen & Wesler

Psycho

When it's bright enough with the Night's King

And that malay pschopath

It's back to studying.. O.O

The Morbid Dreamer

2010-06-12T23:07:00.000+08:00

Dreamer guy is saying goodbye~

He thinks he's leaving...
I mean.. what are the probabilities?
Stepping out of the house and get hit by a car... that's nice.. it'll be quick..
Slice just part of the wrist? slow and painful one..
Drown sitting/sleeping in the car? cool one.
jumping of a super tall building.. exhilarating one.. whoo~ whoo~~~ adrenaline rush!
getting into a sub-zero confinement.. way cold..
getting a third degree burn? receptors should have been burned off.. probably wouldn't feel the pain..
on second thought.. maybe 2nd degree burn... hurts more..
and 1st degree burn don't usually kill...

any more brilliant ideas of going off...?

hmm.. poison?
dunking it?
get bitten by a tarantula? or viper?
cut yourself with a rusty object?
get close to a tuberculosis patient?
overdose? that should be painless.. haha

yeah.. morbid-morbidity.... lovely~

Hi... again

2010-06-08T15:16:00.000+08:00

Time flew... literally...
When was the last time I updated my blog?

It's my right to right anytime i want.

*tongue out at ya*

So.. here's a few updates..
I went to redang... yay!
well... not really Redang.. the proper name's actually Lang Tengah..
but.. out of a 100.... who really knows that place?
A bit explanation..
Lang tengah, Redang, Perhentian are in Terengganu... They are pretty much close by.
Redang and Perhentian may be quite well known.. but Lang Tengah is as beautiful as them. NO JOKE HERE!
1 thing bout it is that it's a lot less populated compared to redang... meaning.. LESS POLUTIONS!
Super fine white sand, i could use it in flours place and you'd probably won't even notice the difference. joking.
crystal clear water, there were loads of sea cucumber raking the waist deep shores... fish swimming abundantly. they attack human hairs thinking they're seaweed or probably jellyfish.

hmm.. It's been a while since i last blog... can see that my writing sucks... as in composition...
I'll just stop here.. to view the pictures i took with Aarony's 450D... go to my facebook photos..
hehe^^ you'll have to add me ya know... if ya wanna see them... and I only add people I know.. wahahaa...

With Lots of Love~

7 Blunders of the World + 1

2010-05-29T20:28:00.000+08:00

7 Blunders of the World + 1

Wealth without work

Pleasure without conscience

Knowledge without character

Commerce without morality

Science without humanity

Worship without sacrifice

Politics without principle

Rights without responsibilities [Arun Gandhi]

What a day!

2010-05-14T22:30:00.002+08:00

It's probably not much for you..

But, WHO CARES?

IT'S WAS QUITE FOR ME..

Woke up early today.. prepared.. fell asleep with the lights on again..- that means.. slept of while reading.

It's not that bad, since I've got nothing much to do except laze around, staying in front of the computer, tv, and go swim or probably do something to surprise myself

Yeah.

So, today, after packing, my socks, and.. jacket, and finally digging out my gloves, yeah! glove, from the my wardrobe, almost couldn't find it.

Then, drove to Sean's house.. the same old house, parked there, went on his car and drove of to Sunway Pyramid.

YEAH!

Ice Skating..

Practice some old..... and same moves... haha..

went rather fast today, quite cool..

After that, we went to BBQ plaza! yay! one of the mission accomplished.

yeah~ so... that's about it. my day!

haha... I think I'm working tomorrow.. my supervisor did not send me any reminder of any sorts. or further instructions.

So, yeah.. who cares?

The way they do things, beh tahan ahh!!!!

ok la. off to bed... just came back from dinner..

eat back all my hard lost fat... missing Jia Von~

Morning Nasi Lemak Stories?

2010-05-13T23:18:00.002+08:00

When you are out having breakfast every morning, you tend to end up listening to stories,let it be from your own table or the uncle's and aunty's table next to yours;
either you'll be telling something, or someone will have something to tell..
from the story of their grudges till what happened in the ladies toilet!

Most of the time it's the best stories ever to hear; until you, yourself become the story of the day!

Well, first of all, I'm no one to judge.

And I have not a single right to outright condemn anyone or their comments other than to give reason or probably discuss it with them.

So, this is a blog started by a friend of whom I had great pleasure of meeting, at MBS.

His name is Kannen.

CLICK HERE TO VISIT HIS BLOG @ Morning Nasi Lemak Stories

I feel that he has quite some interesting posts, though still new and limited stuffs for ya right now.

So.. have a look at his blog... quite Malaysian.

Love,

Mr.EuGeNe

2010-05-12T11:34:00.000+08:00

Where do I start?
hmm...
Lets start from the middle or it all.
My brother got carted of to hostel!
Yay for me.
Don't have to explain myself do I?
It's not like he is that incapable of taking care of himself.
He's taking Accounting in - I know u can already guess - TARC.

Next, I had a tiny 20th birthday party...
had fun preparing.
Even made a cake.. I do like making cakes, they help u consume time...
Apple walnut cake, relatively healthy for those who's pants got tight.
have a look.

Shirley's head got cut off...

Apple Walnut Cake with Cream Cheese Toppings

and sticking candles randomly.

much better...

top row : Cynthia, Woei Shyong, Me, Selina, Gary

centre row : Woei Yi, Edwin, Chze Hsing, Chze Zheng, Fidelis, Woei Chyuan.

bottom row : Aarony, Ern Huey, Michelle & Shirley.

MIA?

Jia Von, Then.

Lin Shan, Lee

Thiruganesh, Rao

Zhen Hao, Sing

Kok Hoong, Chan

oh ya~ Zheng Yii!!!(have to have u in. wahahaha)

Having some memory problem lately, do forgive me if i left out your name. It could be that I was just to lazy to type every single person who FFK.

Well.. that's that...

er...

hope i didn't miss out too much of the important stuffs?

Good Day!

2010-05-06T16:11:00.000+08:00

I was watching Project Alpha when i noticed this...
XiaXue talks like JiaVon.. or the other way round..
It's like both of them have some what the same mind.
Though there are still so much many more differences like, priorities or relationship well.. u get my point..
Sans the differences.. it's still quite cool..

Hiking/Tracking/Waterfall...

2010-04-27T12:16:00.000+08:00

Had a great and terrible day hiking to a waterfall.
Destination : Ah Pak San! Bukit Apek.
Departure Time : 8a.m.
Team : Andrew, Shazlin & I
Goal : have fun at the waterfall

The whole was.. tiring. tough fun.
We reached the place which was at Taman Saga, Ampang, at about 9a.m.
started hiking.
The trail was treacherous, muddy and tough. Uphill, downhill, across streams, and over fallen tree trunks.
Narrow paths, darkness, and lack of exercise took it's toll on us.
Took us about 2 hours to reach the waterfall. which was at about 11.30a.m.
cool mountain water wash away our fatigue as we soaked ourselves in it.
thundering waterfall deafen our hearing of loud city noise.
letting the water fall on our backs while sitting underneath the waterfall have us forget our troubles for a moment.
Met a bunch of regular hikers at the waterfall. They had lots of stock of food stored in a box at the waterfall site. They had some cool water boiled to make tea. It's cool to know that these people hike about an hour plus to just hang out there.
hanged out at the waterfall for about an hour +. changed, and started our tracking back at about 1 something.
decided to take the paths those regulars took. the 1/3 journey back was quite easy. but then, we came to a split road, decided to follow some misleading advice or an uncle who can't tell the difference between taman saga and taman segar.
So the rest of the journey was history. we got lost, not that lost, but didn't know where we were heading. and at last. came out in taman segar, somewhere near leisure mall... the whole journey back took us about 3 hours+.
We were too tired to hike back up to taman saga, So, took a cab to taman saga. It was then I realised that we were making a huge round to taman saga. just a hill with so many entry and exit points.
So, that was were the journey ended.
This looks so like a report. I wonder why, brain juice squeezed dry yesterday trying to logic out geometry and directions. should have kept east. But yeah, at least we were all safe and sound, not to mention dead tired.

laziness sucks!

2010-04-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

I'm getting lazy.. even with nothing much to do nowadays.
Lazy, mainly, updating my blog.
I mean, I sit in front of the comp alot.
But, it's a abit menial updating it with every single moments of my life.
It's redundant.
Well, at least that's what I think.
But, those special moments, special events of life.
Shouldn't they be worth blogging?
Sharing it on the internet?
Even those wacky moments.
The times when I turn psycho and smash people's property for absolutely no reason.
LOA - lack of attention - there was once a time when this was widely used.
How about my working experience with British Council and in PC fair? With Canon.
How about all my failed try-outs in making and bakings?
Laziness... sucks big time!
and do you know? Sh*c*s is a bad word? it's the combination of Sh** and **ck.
have to stop saying it now that i know it is..
this is the kind of blog u get when your mind's not composed.. sad..
another time!

Online Shopping?

2010-04-22T12:40:00.000+08:00

Online shopping is... actually quite fun!.. and addictive... when ur not paying with cash, everything can be fun!
But.. to find a suitable online shop is not easy.. there's always ebay.com, but they're mainly in the US or Europe country, western. It take quite a while for it to reach Malaysia. it's also difficult to find malayian sellers there, not that there're none.

So.. i tried out lelong.com.my.. mostly er. replica stuffs.. haha.. got some really good deals there.. have to find it.. search through page by page.

Since, most of the sellers are from malaysia... shipment, transportation's really quick.
ok la.. not really promoting.. it was really an experience.. probably gonna do more of it.. since it's quite cheap sans the trouble of transder funds online..

Have a nice day!

I see

2010-04-16T00:24:00.000+08:00

I see barbarians as barbarians...

uncivilised, inhuman, irrational.

Comp oh Comp

2010-04-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

Comp oh Comp..
damn u!
wads wrong with u..
just when i need u the most
u crashed on me.

So.. my comp crashed.
being so noob in these stuffs.. took me quite long to fix it..
that is after trials and tribulation.

alright..
i got it temporary back on..
still have to go find some better version of windows to upgrade.
this xp sp1 sucks to the max.

can't even install a simple msn and google chrome..
dang. this being noob with pc stuffs is really getting to me..

i'm officially on holiday! woohoo
ok..
where to go? where to go?
eat eat eat!

quit. yes

2010-04-12T09:08:00.001+08:00

I quited my job! yay...
boring senseless job.
all i ever did was sitting and lazing around... no aim.
glad that's all over now..

Hmm... now..
how bout another job?
more challenging.

i think it's nice...

2010-03-30T01:15:00.001+08:00

i think it's nice.. this new template...

but.. hmm.. needs a bit font changing..

feel watery... so water it is...

have fun !

what's correct or feelings?

2010-03-23T13:49:00.002+08:00

what should come first?

what is correct.?

or.

what you feel should be done first.

Many a times, people will just go "i think i should do this first!" "I should do that first!"

I'm abit intrigued by what's in their mind.

it's like.. when they say "Go to HELL!" what's in their mind. Do they know what their talking?

or is it just their "habit"?

some people just like to speak their mind. Yes. they can think fast. Yes they can talk well. But do they care of the consequences their words bring?

I think they're just selfish. They want everything their way. They want everyone else to listen to them. though, i dont mind listening. it gives me an insight of your mind. They just want to get everything off themselves.

Selfish right?

So... what's correct or feelings first?

Do you think thoroughly before saying out loud? or just go with the feeling that is - speaking your mind.

now.. did i go through thoroughly before posting this..

Hm....

Things U can NEVER undo....

2010-03-17T22:29:00.003+08:00

feels like that..

2010-03-15T10:40:00.004+08:00

So.. now with my STPM results.. into another realm i would have to go..

I like Law..

I also like Nursing..

Both lets me help ppl.. only in different ways..

Law is good.. but is superbly difficult.. coz i'm not studios type who can sit still can study straight for 10hours to get an A in exam..

Nursing is a bit more relaxing both in studying and subjects. More science in it..

These 2 kinds are quite different... yeah.. bit contradicting...

well.. most probably i'll go for nursing, degree!!!, yay!, than Law...

but still the inside of me is kinda exploding... i was wondering if it could cause this?

Exploding insides of Mr.EuGeNe

haha...

but the outside is like this...

Maybe it's just a prelude before a terrible storm.. or in my case.. rain of fire!!!

well.. do pray for me? I'd like to know that my life is at least of good use before I die well?

Feeling

2010-03-03T23:06:00.003+08:00

Feelings. Oh! Feelings!

You robbed me of myself.

You robbed my thoughts, my limbs.

~*~*~

How could you be so cruel?

With you there's hurt.

With you there's pain.

With you there's tears.

With you there's NO PEACE!

I feel sad, hurt, lost and broken.

I feel down, emo, tired and sick.

I feel pain, hot, cold and agony.

It's all because of you.

~*~*~*~

But you gave me joy.

You gave me happiness.

With you I can feel.

I feel the joy.

I feel the fun.

I feel the beat!

I feel... Oh. So much I can feel.

And there's more to come.

I feel nice.

I feel cool.

I feel . . . . . .

~*~*~*~

All because of you . . . . . .

~*~*~*~

I hate you yet I love you.

I don't want you yet I want you.

I'm just human.

You're born.

With me.

In me.

Physically and Emotionally.

Sometimes you cheat and lie.

Sometimes you cheer and celebrate.

But I know.. I need you in this world...

But, secondary to God.

Coz when it's my time . . . . . .

You'll leave me . . . . . .

Forever - 4ever.

I'd really like to leave you.

Or rather u leave me.

Coz you'll never, ever last long.

The feelings you give me,

will never last.

I feel blessed to have you,

as a human.

But it's really goodbye when it's time.

Goodbye~

When it's time of coz . . . . . .

What's the point?

2010-02-25T10:27:00.002+08:00

What's the point of being nervous?

When u know u can't do anything about it.

When u know u can't change the outcome.

It's already set, just that it's not out yet.

What's the point of being scared?

When u know it won't help in anything.

When u know it's not gonna do much change.

What's coming is already set. U just don't know what it is.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Being nervous shows that you still care.

You still care about the outcome, the consequences.

Being afraid means that you're concerned.

You're concern how it will turn out to be.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~

No matter,

It's part of life.

To be able to feel should be a blessing,

Though it sometimes comes in a disguise.

It's part of life.

Going through it leaves in you the experience.

Of life, Of things that are to pass.

~*~*~*~*~*~

Here I am, being nervous about STPM results.

Consoling myself.

Being scared should be normal I say to myself.

Being nervous is definitely normal. - I think.

*sigh*

what will be will definitely be.

I'll shall just leave it in God's hand?

Yes I should...

~*~

All the best! PEOPLE!

God be With YOU!!!

DON'T GIVE UP!

2010-02-24T18:11:00.002+08:00

One day I decided to quit...
I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality... I wanted to quit my life.
I went to the woods to have one last talk with God.
"God", I asked, "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"
His answer surprised me...
"Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?"
"Yes", I replied.
"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them.
I gave them light.
I gave them water.

The fern quickly grew from the earth.

Its brilliant green covered the floor.

Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.

In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful.
And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. He said.
" In year three there was still nothing from the bamboo seed.
But I would not quit.
In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I would
not quit." He said.
"Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. Compared
to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant...But just 6

months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall.

It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive.
I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle."
He asked me. "Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots".
"I would not quit on the bamboo.
I will never quit on you."
"Don't compare yourself to others."
He said.
"The bamboo had adifferent Purpose than the fern.

Yet they both make the forest beautiful."

"Your time will come", God said to me.
"You will rise high"
"How high should I rise?"
I asked.
"How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return.
"As high as it can?" I questioned.
"Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high as you can."
I left the forest and brought back this story.
I hope these words can help you see that God will never give up on you.
Never, Never, Never Give up.
For the Christian Prayer is not an option but an opportunity.
Don't tell the Lord how big the problem is,
tell the problem how Great the Lord is!

You never know when GOD is going to bless you!! Good things happen when you least expect them to !!!!!!!!

STPM

2010-02-24T16:41:00.003+08:00

STPM results are coming out tomorrow...

Dead le Dead le!

I dunno what to say... Everything is in a mess... i mean.. things in my head.. they are all in a mess.. Mixed-up... too much going through my mind right now.. damned nervous...

I guess this is it then... GAMBATEH MR.EUGENE!

Walk on Water - Tim Hwang(heard it on Charine's blog)

2010-02-23T11:15:00.002+08:00

walk on water
unanswered questions i look
but nothing here
this searching of what
i am becoming isn`t clear
but you never give me up
all my failures and
all the mess i make
can never separate me
from the love you give
your plan has no mistakes
i hear your voice
and that`s enough for me
to rise again
i will rejoice
in perfect strength i gain
even through the storms
and crashing waves
the goodness of
my god will keep me safe
so i`m taking steps on the water
for your hand is holding me
every move
i make will testify
your miracles that
none can deny
so i`m taking steps
on the water
i no longer am afraid
you`re with me
all my failures and
all the mess i make
can never separate me
from the love you give
your plan has no mistakes
i hear your voice
and that`s enough for me
to rise again
i will rejoice
in perfect strength i gain
even through the storms
and crashing waves
the goodness of
my god will keep me safe
so i`m taking steps
on the water
for your hand is holding me
every move
i make will testify
your miracles that
none can deny
so i`m taking steps
on the water
i no longer am afraid
you`re with me
jesus you wipe the tears away
now i see
it`s a brand new day
jesus you are the only way
i`ll trust and obey
even through the storms
and crashing waves
the goodness of
my god will keep me safe
so i`m taking steps
on the water
for your hand is holding me
every move
i make will testify
your miracles that
none can deny
so i`m taking steps
on the water
i no longer am afraid
yes i`m taking steps
on the water
i no longer am afraid
you`re with me
yes you`re with me

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Change Your Thinking!!!

2010-02-23T00:28:00.002+08:00

Change Your Thinking

It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking..

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room.

One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.

His bed was next to the room's only window.

The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.

The men talked for hours on end.

They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation..

Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.

The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and colour of the world outside.

The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake.

Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every colour and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.

As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene..

One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by.

Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.

Days, weeks and months passed.

One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep.

She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.

As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.

0A

Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside.
He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed.

It faced a blank wall.

The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.

The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.

She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.'

Epilogue:

There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.

Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.

If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.

'Today is a gift, that is why it is called The Present .'

Look @ CNY..

2010-02-22T00:42:00.004+08:00

This post will mainly be about photos...

ENJOY! coz i rarely post lots of photos.

Choo family Cousins

Mimi & husband

Timothy & wife with Baby Chloe

Grace JieJie's family

Albert's Family

Daniel & Debbie's family

Baby Josiah...

there should be more photos.. but i got lazy... haha..

Marketing or Deceiving?

2010-02-10T09:23:00.004+08:00

All right...

Are half truths truths? - meaning... you only tell half of the whole truth...

or... are half truths half lies?

it's like looking at a glass half full of water or half empty...

but after discussing it with some people...

I'd like to say that half truths are NOT half truths. they are still lies.

The topic was of marketing or deceiving, actually they are both the same... funny? not.

Marketing is about trying to put a product in the 'good' kind of limelight so that it sells. Customers need not know about the 'bad' or the goods. Or so 'they' say...

Marketing is actually quite and art of deceiving itself.

Of course, there are laws to curb these kind or 'too' series conning. Though not very useful cause marketing now a subject offered to public and quite well-known too... Poisoning minds of youths or students with the art of lies... training them to be professional (i would put it this way) speech manipulators. Promoting certain products of their own field, getting it to sell. stuffs like this.

Has this become a lifestyle or way to survive?

Trying out this line... as in delving myself into trying out job related to marketing, I would like to say that it's actually a bit of both. This is a highly populated world... old economy system cant support such large population. 'Weird' and 'odd' jobs and since appeared so that most can have decent source of life support. Spurning lies and half truths kind of job that is.

well, this is life, it's wrong but it's a living.

therefore the sanctity of life in this situation is place higher than of telling the truth. Therefore right yet wrong at the same time.

Think of the rest yourselves... It all depends on how you see it...

dead man

2010-02-09T13:55:00.000+08:00

I'm almost dead...

almost... who knows when things will take a turn?

Dumb?

2010-01-30T00:48:00.002+08:00

Have u ever seen some people who have gadgets they don't know how to use?

Don't you think it's dumb??

it's still forgivable if you've just bought it and is still new to it...

but if u say u bought it few thousand years ago and ask others :" How to do this? How to do that?" It's abit more than annoying....

It makes you look STUPID! i mean.. what the hell did you get something you don't even try to LEARN to use? Are you just trying to show off? Please stop it people!!! It makes you look stupid more than rich....

this is not a rant but just a general statement... I just happened to make it look like a complain...

I dont know...

2010-01-29T08:33:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since I blog... on a topic...

and i dont know when i will blog again...

i will when i discover something nice to blog...

haha...

good day!

I'm off to work..

Sunway...

2010-01-19T11:34:00.002+08:00

Life pretty much revolves around Sunway Pyramid now(adays)

yeah.. working there? exercising there...

I'm pretty sure that most who knew me knows that I hardly exercise... But I like ice skating..

Running around feels like flying, doing some tricks feels like you're the best. e.t.c

It hurts to.. when you fall, but that's rare...

So. I'm working in Sunway Pyramid - Canon Concept Store LG2 lot 30(I think)

I ice skate once a week... on my off days(monday and tuesday) whichever day I think I'm good.

yeah... And I'm a bit lazy when it comes to uploading photo. what more my comps too outdated to have latest drivers for those later drives and hardware...

yeah.. I guess that's all...

When will I be free?

2010-01-18T00:51:00.001+08:00

I'm just bad at time management..

Though i have lots of time.. I don't seem to have the mood to blog...

Anyway..

this time..

I just wanna say that...

Yeah.. that... the one, the thing above?

about my bad time management..

So.. I don't really know when I'll be blogging... I'm just going into this sleep mode.. haha..

wondering when will I be awake...

Canon Photo Album

2010-01-05T19:18:00.006+08:00

Hi EVRYONE!

I'm working with CanonPhoto now.

Promoting their latest concept product of Photo Album.

It's like your usual magazine : school magazine, Galaxy, HFM e.t.c

You can NOW create one for yourselves!

oh yes... it's quite impossible in olden days to create just 1.

but now... it's all in your hands.

Just go to http://canonfoto.canon.com.my/ to download the application.

It's free! totally free! no charges.

We only charge you when u place order for it.

First, download the program. Install it...

the Launch it!

Here's how...

then, Input your album's name

Choose your preferred size...

then choose your preferred choice of cover....

There's: -

1. Deboss - hard cover, plain colour with 6 choice of colour

2. Spine - hard cover, picture or photo printed on the cover.

3. Dust Cover - black hard cover with an additional printed cover for it.

4. soft cover - i think you can guess.. at least?

after that... start adding the photos to the list for you album.

Then you can choose to either have the software to automatically arrange all the listed photos or you can manually arrange them to your taste.

I did a sample....

here

the cover: -

some random photos :-

and last page...

that was it... after doing all this..

either u can burn it.. and sent to the place i'm working at... which is.. Sunway Pyramid. super ground flour... yeah... that's it.. at Canon Concept Store.

ATTENTION!!!

Advantages of this photo album:

1. last way longer than developed photos.

2. as a collection.

3. stores all your memory.

4. it's economical.. yeah.. the price.. quite worth it.. it's not that expensive. and Canon WILL NOT sell cheap stuffs...

5. quality controlled...*

after doing all the above...

Pay and wait for about 7-10 working days and it can either be delivered to your house or, if you prefer, collected at the store...

do call me if you have any enquiries or for more details about this new product...

016-2705258

don't bug if it's about something else...

Natural Highs

2010-01-05T09:28:00.002+08:00

Natural High

Please make
sure you forward this
back to me. You'll see why at the end.
Think about them
one at a time before going on to the next one.
It
Does Make You Feel Good, especially the thought
at the end of
#44.

1.Falling in love.

2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.

3. A hot shower.

4. No lines at the supermarket.

5. A special glance.

6. Getting
mail.

7. Taking a drive on a pretty
road.

8. Hearing your favorite song on the
radio.

9. Lying in bed listening to the rain
outside.

10. Hot towels fresh out of the
dryer.

11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or
strawberry).

12. A bubble
bath.

13. Giggling.

15. The beach.

16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in
your coat from last winter.

17. Laughing at
yourself.

18. Looking into their eyes and knowing
they Love you.

19. Midnight phone calls that last
for hours.

20. Running through
sprinklers.

21. Laughing for absolutely no reason
at all.

22. Having someone tell you that you're
beautiful.

23. Laughing at an inside joke with
FRIENDS.

24. Accidentally overhearing someone say
something nice about you.

25. Waking up and
realizing you still have a few hours left to
sleep.

26. Your first kiss (either the very first or with
a new
partner).

27. Making new friends or spending time
with old ones.

28. Playing with a new
puppy.

29. Having someone play with your
hair.

30. Sweet
dreams.

31. Hot chocolate.

32. Road trips with friends.

33. Swinging on
swings.

34. Making eye contact with a cute
stranger.

35. Making chocolate-chip
cookies.

36. Having your friends send you homemade
cookies.

37. Holding hands with someone you care
about.

38. Running into an old friend and
realizing that some things (good or bad) never
change.

39. Watching the expression on someone's
face as they open a much desired present from
you.

40. Watching the sunrise.

41. Getting out of bed
every morning and being grateful for another
beautiful
day.

42. Knowing that somebody misses
you.

43. Getting a hug from someone you care about
deeply.

44. Knowing you've done the right thing,
no matter what other people think.

Lord,
keep Your arm around my
shoulder and Your hand over my mouth.

Forwarded To This Blog

2010-01-02T19:50:00.002+08:00

Someone sent me this mail... I found it quite interesting... so I'm sharing it now with you guys...

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who i falling in love with your smile.

7.. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right?one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and?know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

If Only I had Known

2009-12-30T12:04:00.002+08:00

My pc got infected by virus.... dunno what stupid trojan thing...

All that I did was opening a mail sent by a relative...

It would really be understandable if you'd open a mail sent by a relative right?

You would not suspect anything amiss if it is so... right?

but.. blah blah blah.. the pc has been infected... i got my brother to format the comp... it's now.. microsoft free.. not bluff here.. no words, excel, e.t.c.... haha.. a bit funny though...

anyway..

just wanna wish everyone a very merry christmas and a very happy new year..!!!!

Final Destination - RBYC 2009

2009-12-26T00:19:00.002+08:00

I was thinking.. since Shimron actually had all the notes online on his blog... could I copy the whole thing and past it here?

Haha!

Just Kidding! Just Kidding!

I'll have everything online when I get it done properly... yeah, I'm slow at putting thought to words. also to rephrase the important points so that it does not look like Shimron's. Though, the main point would still the be the same...

I just came back from going around with church friends, It's Christmas. Went for service at church, then, outing with with the usuals and unusuals to Sungei Wang Plaze. Roller Skated there. Fell and bummed many times. OUCH! On my butt. yeah. But I did try out a few tricks like back skating, and some other fancy ones. Then we went meet the French's kids. Went out to dinner with them at Murni's (i think that's how the name's spelled). The Food was awesome. The restaurant's located at SS2, somewhere near the famous SS2 Hawker centre. Behind the KFC row of shoplots. We then went to Hartamas to 'visit' the Lee + Kendra Family. 'Lepak'(ed) for a while there then headed home.

I was lazy trying to take any photoes. So, I'll have them post when I get them second handed from them friends later . Also, I'm dead tired... Goodnight!

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

HAVE A BLESSED ONE AND FOR THE DAYS TO COME!

GOD BLESS!

I'm Lost

2009-12-21T01:43:00.002+08:00

I'm lost, literally.

Here I am, looking around in my room. Stuff scattered almost everywhere. Thinking what to pack for the camp tomorrow - NO! later in the morning...

Running up and down searching for my use-once-a-year camp stuffs, my bags, which bag to use? Running off half way because I remembered something to grab. ARGH! packing can be stresfull.

I'm not supposed to bring too much stuffs. But how much is too much?

and

I tend to overpack stuffs.

pack and repack.

repack and pack.

Hopefully I got all the things right. and not left out some important stuffs.

I really should make a list.

I hope i left out enough junks.

See you guys after 5 days. I'll probably blog, then, about the (*boring) church's youth camp?

Jia Von, Jia Von!

2009-12-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

Look at what she did?

click here

and

Here

Great Job - this is not a job....

NICE!

I meant the whole thing..

Curiosity Kills The Cat(or not?)

2009-12-18T19:53:00.002+08:00

Curiosity is not a sin.

YES. It's now. period/or not?

NOT -

Yes, curiosity is not a sin, but(yes, there's always a but) we should exercise some control over.

Control our curiosity.

We are blessed with consience. We know what is right and what's not.

take for example, sex. yes. sex... the very common topic amongst all.

Kid, I mean children, can be quite curious about it. They may ask about it openly, unconcerned, about what they are about to know - the curiousity for knowledge.

It's not wrong you may say.

yeah, true, it's not. but what do parents think? (it's in this case only - because it concerns their child(ren).)

Well, most will agree that the knowledge be fed slowly to kids according to their age, but more acurately their maturity. Did you know? Porn causes children to mature faster hitting puberty at a younger age. Do you really want your child to mature that fast? Skipping all childhood they could enjoy, in their own carefree world...

Back to the topic.

I know my thinkings are a bit conservative. But it's for what I think is the greater good. Letting children enjoy the time that would never return instead of growing up so fast and get caught in the world's rat race.

~*~*~*~*~*~

Next as grown ups.

Should'nt we exercise more control on our own curiousity?

That is - not knowing what when known will hurt us.

What's important is that, when you found out something because you were curious, there is no turning back. The knowledge would practically be BURN into your memory...

Take sex or porn for example(sorry it's the easiest example) you 'can' addicted to it if you watch it or be exposed to it.

So, as a general rule or make it one - We should exercise some control over our curiousity instead of being controled by it. We should be the master of ourselves, our thoughts, conscience and last, lust. Instead of being animals who act basically on their instinct.

Give it thought would you?

Ps: I know I'm a bit, no very, long winded, who find it hard to get to a point. that's me. sorry.?

Fast & Simple

2009-12-17T18:34:00.003+08:00

Have a LOOK!

I found this in the newspaper.

And I tried it...

It's called 3MC2

It's a chocolate cake(so-called cake la)

here's how:---

(serves 2)

2tbsp melted butter

1tbsp water

1 egg

1/4 tsp baking powder

1 huge heap of cocoa(or Milo) powder

3tbsp sugar(reduce if it's too sweet for you)

1/4 cup flour

method:

Mix all the ingredients together and pour into 2 coffee mugs or small bowls. the mixture should be a little saucy, watery, and not too thick. cover with cling film and microwave on "high" for about 1 minute +. it could turn out abit spongy.

Best eaten warm, topped with ice cream or cream. You can also decorate with a small piece of real chocolate if you're serving children.

PS: my advise? add lots of cocoa powder of Milo, and use milk if u can to replace the water(or better dilute some condense milk with water/milk)

#from StarTwo(I forgot the date)

Happy trying!

Jia Von

2009-12-17T18:28:00.002+08:00

You don't usually get to read about facts

I mean, really good stuff.

She write really good, down-to-earth stuff.

Top that exercising her right to express herself, which, is cool.

Jia Von

http://thehypocriticalblogger.blogspot.com/

She's the one rulling, I have to admit,

I'm not as brave as her...

YOU ROCK GURL!

Darn Smokers

2009-12-16T13:35:00.002+08:00

I know it may be an over-discussed topic...

but I'd still like to vent out my frustration against these useless people... even though some of them may be filthy rich bastards

BLOODY HELL...

some people just like to pretend they don't know how to read...

or maybe the nicotine can tar got into thier head and meddle with parts of it...

CAN'T YOU READ?

no... my mistake... CANT YOU SEEE???? is simple sign language that hard to understand...

even though after all the conundrums and inuendoes... (did I spell them correctly?) was made... Even when people around these smokers cough loudly or pretend faint... were they that oblivoius of all these?

HEY!

there's now a syndicate which involve cigrettes

>>>><<<<<

Which is, Drugs... I don't know the details

Generally, they( the manufacturers) add in extra ingredients into cigrettes

then the put it on sale in some shops.

smokers who buy them then get addicted.. then when they try to buy the ones(cigrettes) from elsewhere, they find that they can't get that 'high' and flock back to the first shop to buy them...

I mean.. overdose of drugs can kill, if they are hard-core smokers?

smoking too much of these drug-filled cigrettes can cause overdose...

well.. you know the ending.

Conclusion?

Dont smoke.. with such advance society and over-money-minded, unscrouplous people trying to make money of things...

Not only you smokers, are a nuisance to other people. your just wreaking your health and putting yourselves in risk of such syndicate...

don't you think this is all not worth it..

if you're feeling stressed out, hit the gym or just do some exercise, like running up and down the stairs...

Away

2009-12-15T21:00:00.002+08:00

Being away from KL was NICE!

I went to the country side, Sitiawan - where the origin of the famous Kampung Koh chilli sauce.

hmm..

I like it there, though the house was just beside main road connecting er.. i forgot the name.. well, buses and really fast moving cars are usually seen speeding along it...

Sitiawan is nice, at least, for me...

at least, there's hardly any jams there... compared to KL? and i got caught in a jam in KL coming back... that was really tiring, and sucky...

after exam can be really stressfull.

being in front of the comp can be stressfull too

thinking up of something to do is too...

haiz.. i better get a job and find some nicer and better and more mature topic to write on the blog...

going for dinner now..

after the horrible JAM, whole KL, LDP, from PJ to Kuchai Lama

CIAO..

Spring Cleaning - of 6th form stuffs

2009-12-12T11:56:00.003+08:00

Stpm ended 2 days ago.

that is, 10th of december.

Being Malaysian, you HAVE to celebrate. just like any other ocasion..

so i hit the roads yesterday... returning not very late coz i was in front of the comp till the wee-bit morning.. dead tired..

and today...

finally,

i can get rid of all my stuffs...

all me notes, texts, e.t.c

begone!

so, I was sorting all my stuffs from the disposable to the non-disposable

look at how awful they were

I mean... it's not that my heart would ache to see all my hard-work gone... I'm not really into the subjects I took... they were all meant to get me into U.

And.. I doubt anyone could read all my scribbles...

If Jia Von were to see this... (all the trees involved into making, and using of my materials) I wonder... hmmm.. it would be nice to speculate... that brain and thinking of hers...

compare to my brother's compilations of SPM stuffs?

haha... read up my next post.. I found it in The Star...

Quite practical and wallet-friendly for lovers of it...

Sulk...

2009-12-11T20:20:00.002+08:00

I. Am. Sulking....

yeah... no joke...

I'm not getting whatever things I want done.

Thanks to the useless old man and the idiotic young man...

soo busy thinking ONLY about themselves, blinded to follow their 'animal' instinct.

really bastards and bitches...

like they own the whole decision making..

JUST BECAUSE THEY DONT FEEL LIKE...

OR JUST BECAUSE 'THEY' WANT TO PLAY BASKETBALL...

WILL YOU DIE IF U DON'T PLAY BASKETBALL FOR JUST ONE DAY?

GO TO HELL!!!

The End Of End...

2009-12-10T22:44:00.001+08:00

Yes... It's the end of form 6...

does not feel as good as it sounds though..

weird..

yeah that's the only feeling for it right now...

I'm off to Dragonica... yeah... Playing non-stop till the wee morning.. haha

CIAO!!!

Yo YO YO YOYOYOYO!!

2009-12-09T19:55:00.001+08:00

YO WORLD!!!

Good News!~

GREAT NEWS!!

I'm ALMOST back.. haha...

really.. last paper tomorrow.. yeah!!

then WOO-HOO!!!

ok.. wish me well...

NOTIFICATION

2009-10-09T07:29:00.002+08:00

STPM's coming...

won't be updating the blog for about one and a half month...

so please bear with it...

I'm sorry...

er... if u have anything.. just mail me la...

at least i'll check my inbox once a week

so.... wish me luck! all the best and good day to you...

Read On

2009-09-11T20:27:00.002+08:00

The light is just chapter 1.

Chapter 2 will be out soon.

after that... i'll start writing topic on ur suggestions? so! start giving me topics to write.... let the story continue till the day i die.. LOL!

it'll be like a fortnightly story... once every 2 weeks... writing and rewriting the essays' not easy... haha

The Light

2009-09-10T17:05:00.003+08:00

It was a silent night, like everything was in a great deep sleep. The moon and the stars from heaven was hidden behind the massive clouds. Darkness descended. No crickets chirping, no frog croaking. It was dead silent.

A wisp, fuzzy, sparkling and blur-blue light appeared out of nowhere on to a stone pathway a few feet away from a not-very-visible gate of a double-story cottage-house.

Something was materializing on that spot, where the blue wisp of light appeared. From the ground, the wisp started swirling upwards, leaving first the feet in hard, black leather boots. Then came the calves, the thigh and up to the buttocks. After which the waist came. From the waist downwards, the parts were muscular yet slim at the same time. Then came the abdominals, the chest and shoulders, muscular – not those too bulky or whatever – and lean, totally proportional and well-balanced both upper and lower part of the body. In eyes of many, a very very well built body. It was clothed in a suit of tight tunic appareled for traveling, hugging it to reveal all the amount of muscle, protected and kept warm.

Lastly, before the wisp-ing light disappeared heaven-bound into the thin air, a head was left on the shoulders, in place of the wisp.

The head was covered with slightly long, milky, chocolate brown hair, touching the shoulders. The complexion was pure beauty, fair and glowing healthily, even in the dark. Thick and well-shaped eyebrows above the pair of liquid sapphire irises with dark eye lashes protecting the balls of white. A sharp yet not very pointy nose and thin lips. The whole thing added together portrayed an unusually amiable personality the stranger possesses, not something bad but something wonderfully beautiful, splendid.

He looked buffeted, must be because he had just arrived from somewhere happening, chaotic. Alas, who knows? Tangled on his facial expression was of fatigue, and of contend.

The stranger started towards the cottage-house. He mouthed something before and after entering the compound, repeating the same thing before entering the tiny building, not a glance anywhere else. Not even to the budding bushes along the path, not even at the huge white owl perched on one of the trees in the compound, starring curiously at this peculiar too good-looking young man. He went straight in to the house.

Inside, he carefully took off his long black cloak and hooked it on the stand beside the entrance.

A drastic change washed over his fatigued look to one that was of affection and pride as he turned towards the interior, the living room.

There, just beyond the tiny arch after the entrance, in the living room, laid two boys, soundly asleep by the almost burned-out fire, cuddling in the sofa.

Quietly, he strode over to them and with his strong and muscular arms, picked them up,ever so gently without ever so much of disturbing them and carried them up a flight of stairs to their bedroom.

“Daddy’s home.” He whispered into their ears, as he laid them on their beds, making sure they were well snuggled.

As quietly as he came in, silently he went away. He left for his study, just the opposite of the children’s bedroom. Also, opposite his.

~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~

It was a long night but everything had gone well. He has finally managed to collect all the ingredients and materials. It took him long enough. All the hours spent reading out whereabouts of certain stuffs, researching recordings on ancient books, world maps, just to find out more about the secret of Mother nature herself. He is finally able to make It.

He had finally manage to procure a small tiny branch of Yggdrasil – a plant, a huge gigantic tree which holds the earth. The tree of power and wisdom which flows in its’ sap, from root to leaves.

According to Nightingle (the idiotic owner of a book he tracked down and found somewhere in a mouse-hole, who left the book in ruins. Not only did he dog-eared the pages, they where half-destroyed by woodlice, making it hard for him to read and decipher the recordings) , by using a small part of The Yggdrasil in anything that it was made into, the object would be bestowed with powers beyond anyone’s imagination. The knowledge and wisdom and powers from the ever so powerful tree made into a single human-made object. What glory it would give the bearer.
Already in his mind, he pictured a huge thick book, all prints in gold. Oh Yes! Finally! Finally, the book is finally going to be his. All just a second away, a click, a moment. He’s finally able to make it, The Family Book Of Shadows. That was how he had always imagined it to be. The power, knowledge and wisdom from the Yggdrasil as the core of the book, a very powerful central source of magic for the book. That was how he wanted his own book to be like. The best amongst the best.

The Book Of Shadows – A book recording of spells and enchantments, charms and jinxes, curses and potions, maps and atlas, information and knowledge, objects and rarity and wonders of the magical world.

Ancient wizarding families are known to have their own family Book Of Shadows, containing age-old powerful spells and sorceries. Though some prefer to keep it within the family while other boast it about. Other magical beings such as fairies, elves, globins, and other magical entities are also known to have their own version of the book but they usually prefer to keep it to themselves, guarding it, only amongst their own kind would they share it. It is also rumored that some vampire family especially those with huge covens have made their own Book Of Shadows, most probably with recording of their own history and magic of their own branch.

All the Books of Shadows in the world are one of a kind, similar it may be but no two are ever the same. Almost any sort of materials for a book can be made into a Book of Shadow, the usual sheets bind up in strings to treated leather with a normal spine. All in the hands of the maker. The makers’ creativity and innovativeness, and preference.

To the man in the room, the book was the start of his new family. An acknowledgement, a power, a status. The book is created in a way to suit it’s maker best. The size, the style of writing in it, the material it is made out of and the types of enchantment it holds. In some sense, unique. He had done a lot of research in making this book, his book The materials that the book be made of must suit his liking and also his family.

After many a sleepless night studying, he came to a decision. His book will be made of Rowan sheets, for it is known for it’s magical protection especially against fire and warding evil; interveined with sheets of Holly, a tree that is usually planted around homes to protect it from mischievousness of strangers, in this case to protect the text from falling into the wrong hands; bind in unicorn tail-string for it’s everlasting strength with a small branch of knowledge and wisdom as it’s core and finally, protected by diamond hard scales of the black dragon as the book’s cover.

He has also decided to use a complex branch of magic to double-bind this making. He has got readied come anti-rot potions, fire resistant draught and pest wards to threat the leaves of the book. He had also listed down the spells and enchantment that was going to be cast on to the book when it’s done. At the corner of the study, he had drawn some pentacles to seal everything into the Book of Shadows.

His Book of Shadows.

With this book, he will have all the magic he knew recorded and will have all those still out there in the pages of his book one day. Recording would not be difficult. Just a flick of a finger and everything would be scripted down. Getting hold of the knowledge was the troublesome part. But no matter. He will get it eventually.

With everything in place, he muttered a simple spell to bind the rowan sheet interveined with sheets of holly in unicorn tail, further inserting the tiny branch of carefully carved to fit perfectly of Yggdrasil as it’s core before finally having the dragon hide to serve as the cover, the protection.

All the listed charms were cast onto the book, which was then soak in mixtures of potions, a shinny book devoid of any writings, laid inside the pentacle. It’s pages were fluttering from the lingering enchantments, glowing softly and warmly as it was dried. It will never get wet, never.
A pair of hands came carefully through the smoke and took up the almost consummated book and laid it carefully on a desk. A mini cauldron of gold was bubbling close-by.

With a phoenix tail feather quilt, the man dipped the point of the quilt into the boiling liquid gold and started engraving carefully in capitals and cursive onto the black book on the table, four words before continuing with five words after a huge space and finally, embedding a new emblem of his family crest on the black dragon scale-cover.

Today~

2009-08-29T11:00:00.001+08:00

Today... though not publishing the story today...
is quite a nice day...
the sun behind the clouds,
pitter-pattering rain soft rain drops failling on the roof
the day grey.
and cool.
something like midday, that is, in hmmm.. cameroon highlands? i think
well.. that's that...

something about the story now...
It is actually something like a story with no end... but I think it's somewhwat interesting...
The first chapter was completed few days ago... but typing it out would be a problem.. it's super long...
and.. some or maybe most will think it's quite a stoic essay... haha... really abit dry... and err... stagnant...
that's that... I'm typing it soon.. still don't know when it's coming out here... exams so close... well.. God willing.. i could get at least the first chapter out.... eh?

so.. hmm... nothing else?
CIAO!

HIHI!

2009-08-27T19:49:00.000+08:00

Sorry.. I've been away for sometime now...

Busy with something... I'll post it on the blog bits by bits...

Catch it on my next post!

Jia Von

2009-08-23T18:41:00.000+08:00

Jia Von - invited me to some sort of gathering at 9 P.M(not A.M) ( i got blurr... went there at 9a.m)

hmm.. there were a group of people i barely recognised - some ... ESPECIALLY! LEE JO!!! oh DAMN! he's huge! When was the last time I saw him?

those who were present - Jia Von, Lin Shan, Kimberly, Emily(so unexpected), Huei Wenn, Wen Yao, Lee Joseph, and I. Made of up of all sort of different kind of people... literally.

Well, first things first... we chatted... ALOT!

Lee Jo was comical! According to him - that is, he was advising Jia Von - if you see sock or socks being hand on the door, someone doing "it" inside... (sorry.. I do make it sound literature-like). Moreover, he told everyone that Jia Von's his wing-man(is the term correct?)

Well... everyone had something to say.. lots of chatting.. and when the parting time came.. we weren't like in tears...

I Guess the truth has not hit anyone of us yet... It's just like

I don't have much to say right now..

sighing off...

What really matter

2009-08-22T18:51:00.001+08:00

What lies behind us and

what lies before us

are tiny matters

compared to what lies within us.

- Ralph Waldo Emerson

Sad Sad Situation...

2009-08-22T18:47:00.000+08:00

What's the point of complaining... when you know your in the wrong?

What's the point of shouting... when people can already hear what your wispering?

What's the point of being afriad of death... when you know you're gonna die one day?

What's the point of being sad.. when time is limited?

What's the point eh?